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Khairi Shah,Excessive use of emotes; Designer inside and outside; Life is full with colors; Obsessed with cuteness and hairstyles; Fashion&Photography. Although,he's not completely a freak (; Hi I'm Hairi.You are? ps: I'm a self centered person ♥ And I think I'm better than you are (; 
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Sunday, December 27, 2009
New story. Hidup ni tak sah kalau tak rase mcm-mcm.Gembira,sedih,sakit hati,heartbeak,love dan semuanya.Hmm..bila kita dh rase baru kita tau meaning of life.Perasaan gembira tu memang best.Detik-detik tu la dimana kita semua harap tak akan ade penghujung.Namun,ianya tetap akan ade penghujungnya.. Boleh saya cakap english? Life wouldnt be meaningful without feeling this and that.Happy,sad,love,hearbreak,pain and everything we,human can feel off.When we actually felt every bits of it,thats when we know what life is.Everyone hope that everyday their life will be blessed.Happy; a simple word which everyone like a lot.This is the time when people share joy and fun with each others,resulting in feeling happy.Family,friends,cash and such are all things that can make us happy.But,thing is,life need to be balance out.You know today you might felt happy.But will it last forever? As in memories,yes. This is the time when Sad come.Sad; a simple word which people hate a lot.Why? Cuz no one in this world want to be sad,except some "people". Cant blame those "people" completely ya? We dont know what they felt likes that make them think that way.Loneliness,heartbreak,heartache,backstabbed and such are all things that resulting in sadness and pain. So whats the point of I'm saying this stuffs? For the passed few days,Ive been feeling a lot of sadness which I barely know how to handle it or who do i search for help.I felt hopeless.Dying.Empty.This is the time where we hope someone would stand up for us.Who? None. I am someone who like to be secretive about what I currently felt or what Im facing.Men ego.Cant say anything there.But,apparently it caused pain to me which I barely can handle it anymore.So,it makes me wonder,where is my friends when I need them? Where is my family when I need support? Where is my best friend who before listen to me whenever Im in trouble? -Thing is,I cant blame them entirely cause they doesnt know about it.You know,I just wish there is someone who's acctually know something is wrong with me.Sigh* You know,sometimes I cursed myself for what I am now.I tried to my best to care for someone who I really love and care,but they tend to ignore me.Some even took advantages out of me.Some,even ranaway ;scared I might ask for their help. There's two type of friend in this world. 1.Someone who just use you for the sake of itself. 2.Someone who pretend the care,they love,they are your friend when at the end they completely ignore you. When things like this happened,the only one that understand what you felt is God,Allah. I always pray that God will give me strength to face all this stuffs. Ya Allah,berikanlah hamba mu ini ketabahan dan kekuatan dalam mengharungi dugaan Mu.Janganlah engkau menyukarkannya lagi.Sesungguhnya engkau la Tuhanku yang Maha Esa,Maha Berkuasa,Maha Pengampun,Maha Pengasih dan Penyayang.Amin. My heart breaks a lot, Sincere, Khairi Shah. 5:48 AM
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