:OMG

Looking back at my old photos,
How retard and immature I can be.
lols.

Anyway,yes I was looking at my old photos,
back then maybe when I was in form 2 or 3
I dont know,I cant remember.
But ahh how I miss my body.
YES !
my body ,exactly.
It was all nice ,perfect and can wear mostly all.
But now its all depressing.
I'm getting fat.
I cant even wear my fav jeans that I bought in form 4
D':

But I realize something,
It was actually my mistake.
When I was in form 5,you know how spm can be all stress and tension right?
I tend to..eat when I was all stress that time.
and I started back my bad habit when I was in form 5 as well;
that is eating nasi lemak everyday in canteen school.
I dont know why I still have appetite to eat at school canteen when I already know that canteen foods sucks big time.
And I was having all emotional crisis .
To think again,bleh that was just retard.
I mean how can I fall for someone that doesnt want me at all?
lamelamelame.

and now I'm 18 and legal.
and sitting and doing nothing in house like almost 8 months already
and everyday you dad fed you with anything that have chicken in it,
burgers every night,OMFG !
what have I've been eating all this passed days? -_-"
I blame all to you dad,sorry.