:OMG

I thought of saying something f*ck-ish ,
but I think there's no point really.
Maybe I'm just tired and I wish to say something.
Which is the word "f*ck" , lol.

Today I had a Basic Drawing class by Mr Mok.
He can be quite fun I guess :)
So far, the lecturers are quite nice but maybe its the first class of each,
so they wont show you their real colour, right?
Anyway, I hope everything is fine.

And I got my first real assignment(s) today,
10 pieces of the "warm up" thingy
7 sketches of anything
Total up to 17 real assignments , lmao.
I'm dead ?

I've been spending quite some money for the assignment stuffs.
In return, all my money to buy foods have been used for this.
And some of the money,I use my own from my saving back then when I was in high school.
Yes,the money that I've been keeping from not eating anything in high school.
I dont want to burden my parents with it.

I have to say, maybe people think I live a sweet life and all that.
But really, it wasnt like that.
Everything sweet must have bitterness hiding behind it.
I have lot of big dreams,but now I wonder if I ever reach it.

OHH my handphone fucked up.
Keep shut off by itself again and again.
Though I already did change to a new battery
but it still fucked up.

And also,
today Pn Villa (?) called me and apparently,
Instead of PTPTN, I got offered for MARA loan.
It does made me grateful . Happy,somehow.
But I need to settle the form thingy again.
Thats the boring part and deadline is next week Monday.

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God, give me strength to overcome all this difficulties.
Amin.