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Grr, the jacket looks interesting.
But it just "too" fit on the armpit section,
Or I am just too fat.
When you talk about how fat you can be,
or when you look at mirror and see yourself,
you became depressed.
and you wonder,
"Why can't I have the perfect body that I want?"
or at least the right type where any clothes can fit me well?

Actually,it doesn't make me feel depressed anymore.
Okay,maybe a little bit.
But now, I am determined to get in shape back like I used to be.
Actually before I already have it but thing is,
SPM and stuffs that happened to me when I was in Form 5,
made me stressed and depressed.
and I started to eat a lot.
Maybe thats how I try to overcome it,
by eating.

But I'm actually regret it,really I do.
To lose your weight isn't easy.
Especially when you have no money to go to gym .
I do know if I go to some gym,
I maybe can have those great shape maybe in one month or so.
But I dont.
So I have to do the old way of losing the weight;
exercises and dieting.

Yeah,people might be wondering and laughing,
"Eh lol stop making me laughing more,you're in diet?!"

Yes and fuck off!

Its actually good for health once in awhile if you're dieting.
You teach your body to eat what it really need only.

Thing is, I'm just upset that I cant spend my money to buy that jacket.
Even that lenglui already made her sad face
because she thought I want to buy it.
Well I do really,but size "L" just dont fit me well in the arm part.
And terribly sorry for making you sad.
Don't worry if I have the right shape,
I'll buy.

So hope that I have it okay? (;