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He's a son of a whore.
He got a name.
A girly name, yeah.
Started with letter E ended with letter somewhere near the end of the alphabet.
What is your problem actually?
Why are you being a bastard and act like a bitch?
Okay psycho!
Let me tell you, you know me,obviously just a coincidence.
And I'm actually damn freaking hate you
and your fucken bullshit attitudes.
I prefer to stay away from you.
But yet you prefer to disturb me.
And create a chaos.

I dont want to nag like a girl here
saying what you had done.
But what you had done to me is something that you shouldn't do.
And I don't even know whats your problem till you want to do something like that.

You being a retard,
You poke me here and there,
You hated me because Ms Brenda accepted all my designs and said you're very good and rejected yours.
You hated me when I have friends.
You hated me when people talk to me and not you.
You humiliated me in front of my friend.
You created something humiliating about me in front of everyone so that people laugh at my face.
And you fucking bitch slap me because I don't want to be your fucking servant and help you out with your assignments?!

WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?!
I HAD ENOUGH OF THIS.
I FUCKING HATE YOU!

Oh and fyi, youre obviously one of my course mate.
Just Fuck Off please.

You know why I dont bother to fucking said something heartbrokening and being mean to you?
Because I'm fasting.
And fasting taught Muslim to learn how to be patience.
Though, I'm still am human.
My patience have limit.

But thing is,
I don't want to blatantly angry to you
cause youre a fucking fag dramaqueen.
And I bet when I did,you be crying infront of everyone
and said I'm the bad guy.

Do you know how hard for me to even get a friend in the class?!
I felt really lucky at least few of them still consider me as a friend and talk to me and not putting me aside and abandon me.
Though sometimes I do felt I've being left out.
I just keep it to myself.
Because its sad.
And it just made me look like how desperately I am of trying to find a friend.
I dont want to ask for more,at least just a friend is enough.
I found one, too bad he wasnt in the same course as I am.
I found one, too bad he's not the type of person who understand me and he want people to please every each of his desire because if not, he'll do that annoying faces that you wish you dont have to see.
I found one, but yet she's a judgemental person.

Really,why is there soo much problem to even find one actual friend?
That I and that person can act close like a friend,
share anything like a friend,
and have fun together like a friend ?

Is it really hard to even find one?
Or is it my luck that from before too, I'm having this rather heartbrokening issue?