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Envy.
Though,its something negative,
sometimes its not really is.

Envy shows that you actually care about someone.
Envy made you feel that you need that someone to care for you too.
Envy also can improve ourselves.

But be warn that not to follow your envy too much
as it can lead you to do something negative.

I have to admit that sometimes I'm being envious.
Toward someone,something and especially someone that I care the most.
My envy only happen when I care for that someone,
but I get a sh*tty treats back.

maybe its not good to be lonely almost everytime.
this is the side affect of it ._.
you usually easily be in envious state most of the time.

So the problem now is,
Why?
Why I always get to be treated like that?
Am I not worth to be treated as care and tender as you can be?