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Sometimes,I wish I can have a better dad than the current one.
Heh, I bet most of you now who read this is already came up to a conclusion;
"What a son. You ungrateful motherfucker. "
No its not that I'm not feeling grateful.
He have good qualities too.
But the bad qualities is way more than the good one.
Most of the time,I wish not to say this out loud cause people might see and judge me badly,I sort of dislike him.

He is unfair.
He doesnt care.
Workaholic.
UNFAIR AND INJUSTICE!

Today I called him and said ,
Abah,orang lapar la. orang dah la duduk rumah sorang.kakak balik hari selasa and mak kat seremban.

And guess what?
A good father will care for their kids well being and problems.
But he replied,
Asal kau tak pergi beli?! Kau duduk rumah je tak buat apa tak boleh beli?!
dalam nada tengking.

He didnt give me any money.
Most of the time,on every of my problems that need money,
I always use my saving.
He thinks that okay,so you got your saving,then i dont have to care if you got money or not.

And no one around,
its raya,everyone went back hometown.
its quiet here and scary .
what if something happens to me?
maybe I can get rob,kidnap or anything.
Who knows?

But to him,
he didnt care all that.
you got problem,you're on your own.

So,why you people think I cant say hey I hate my dad?
he deserve it.

Tapi kalau anak dia yang belah sana tu,
makan,rokok,duit ,apa-apa je la,semua dia tanggung.
semua dia bagi.
semua dia sayang.
anak-anak dia yang tak berguna tu.
yang tahu habiskan duit dia.
yang itu la yang dia sayang.
i tak minta apa-apa la,i nak makan tu je.
asal cakap macam tu?
aku bukan anak kau ke?
kita orang anak belah sini bukan anak kau ke?
kalau kau tak sayang kita orang,
kalau kau take care pasal kita orang,
kalau makan minum pun tak boleh jaga,
kalau nak sangat anak kau mampus,
baik tak payah ada anak.
ye,memang aku dah bosan.
dan aku benci dengan ketidakadilan dan tiada rasa belas kasihan terhadap kami.