:OMG

"Depress" and "Stress"
is two sounds-alike words that describe me yesterday.
Lets define one by one, why did I said I'm "Depress" and "Stress".

"Stress"
It was suppose to be hand in by yesterday,Monday.
I'm talking about my calendar.
I didnt have enough of sleep and rest.
I barely sleep for 3 days long.
No lie.
Because there's lot of works to do and I only have 3 days to finish it up.
So, when I went to my college yesterday with a little unfinished works here and there to be done on the calendar to hand in,
My lecturer said,
"There's no unity in it.You can still improve it."
She gave me back my calendar and gave me one more day to finish it up.
Thursday is the presentation day for it though, which is my final's date.

"Depress"
I went to the Motor Exhibition at PWTC yesterday after went back from Saito,
thought that I should take few shots for my final.
Thanks CP for the ride and tour :)
I think I owe you a lot.
I wonder how can I ever repay you?

And so, with a bit of determination but lack of sleep and rest,
I still insisted myself on going to PWTC.
A lot of potential shots and cool cars and such ,
hot,sexy,beauty babes :S

But,I blew my chance.
I'm not impressed with my works.
I felt like really useless that I always cant do anything right.
You know, when you are stressed and then, depressed,
you will say ,
"You know what? I just want to go back. I cant do this anymore."
You gave up.

And so I was all down yesterday.
I'm started to think that if ever Art and Design,
is really what I want to be?