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When I was a kid,I used to say to people that I want to be a doctor. Well,thats what usually kids will say. Doctors,teachers,policeman,fire fighter and such. But in my process of growing, slowly it changed. From doctors to scientist to alchemist to designer and now none. I realized something, that when we grew old, all those dreams that we thought would be easy to get arent as easy as what we think of when we were in our childhood. It get tougher and you need a lot of hardwork and effort into it. My mum asked me before, what I really want to be in? And I said all those things and I ended it with "Maybe none." . She looks rather stunned when I proclaim that. So as one of those ordinary human,she asked the usual question, "Why?" . I said to her, to me, in life there is nothing certain,nothing is sure to be ours. Same goes into relationship or should I say love life. Youngsters or teenagers or someone that is going to be an adult, they started their love story but most of them ended up failing. My sister once said to me, is a trial and error thing where people always do. So,I said to her, if youre sure that youre gonna fail in your love life,why trying? And she replied, thats what you dont know. I have to admit that in my life, I never actually be in love. I'm sure most of you who read this will be like "Dude,for real?!". Well,fine, once. But thats it. It doesnt last long. At that time, I sworn to myself that never try to catch and impress someone. Instead,let that someone do it to you. At least,you know that,that person love and care about you so much. Its never really easy to make one's fall for you,indeed from my experience. It was always me who want it to be good. So, it is best to let the other person do the honour. Well I know you must be thinking this is something wrong, but give a thought about it. I wont be saying it if there's no point in it . But if there's no hope that anyone would do that to me, then its fine for me to be single all the way. Ill devoted my life to family,friends and god if so happen.