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I always tell those people around me that, being single is the bestest than being in relationship. Well its true no doubt. And somehow, so far they agreed with it. But sometimes, somehow you can still feel the loneliness. Well, by that, not necessary I mean straight need to be in relationship with someone, no. I mean , even if youre in a state of not having a special relationship with, you still need someone to be around you, if possible, whenever you want them to be. What I mention here, is not someone special, its called as "Friend". In my whole life, there's not much of friends that will stick with me; texting,hangout,calling,or anything like frequently. Not to say that there's none, but they'll ask, but rarely. Maybe due to time or financial or whatever the reason is. I feel that I need someone to accompany me like a buddy to me that stays with me. When I ask him if we should go hang out now, he'll say yes, when I ask him if we should go have something to eat, he'll say yes,or anything that buddies do. So far,until now, not even my bestfriend(s) did that. Rarely. Let me admit something, in my whole life, whenever I ask my old bestfriend to go out and have fun, he will always give me excuses,sometimes it doesnt even make sense. Ive been saying to myself, why cant I get someone that will say "Yes." or "Sure." when I ask that person? Is this what people call as a fate?