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I am never confident. I am never stick to one. I am like my mom. Whatever she have, I have as well. Which include either a bad thing(s) or a good thing(s). I am easily get bored but this is not the problem here. I do believe I am getting lazy day by day. I hate to read and memorize stuffs when it come to studying. I hate something that is very ________ (insert the word) like history, biology or stuff. Which, if you didnt read and memorize, you fail. I like something that is using hands,using all my body parts and not just the brain (practical). Something like cooking,baking,designing etc. I'm started to have another doubt if i should continue on my current study (yet again,i know). it is a waste of money (especially), time and my life. But what is life if we didnt try everything to know which suit us the best? I think I want to learn to be a pastry chef. I do believe, anything relate to food, language, computer, design and game is what i really enjoy the most out of all. But I feel that if I become someone who is great on pastry, perhaps i can make money from it. Language, computer,design and game as part of it as well but as a little spices to cheer my life. I hate business somehow. Its boring and now I believe on what my friend once told me. Although,its not a doubt that business doesnt cost anything at all compare to designing. I regret leaving design path but what done had been done,i left it out because I dont have money to support me. Nevertheless, lets finish sem one for business first and I will think again,if I should quit or not. I think I want to join those courses available at Kolej Komuniti. Although,those are all just a "sijil" level but the things i may learn there might be precious. The courses there are all based on something practical.