Saturday, September 17, 2011

How can a flower bloom just over a day?

Hello, today I feel very happy somehow. Yes , i dont want to feel sad please. Talk and explain to TJK about the word "bajet" and somehow he felt annoyed by it. Somehow I'm kindda sad about this. At first, he said he doesnt really care about it and not like he care so much anyway. So i told him that I'm kindda sad that somehow he acted this way. I mean, I wish to learn and apply his language to my life even but just for a word, he already give up and said a lot of things.

Shockingly,few people I never talk to before,suddenly talk to me : O And I'm kindda shocked about this one person, I know I'm like provoking that person but never thought that person can go to the extent of that. I'm kindda confuse if I should do it or not as I have no confident on myself at all. A lot of times I was down cause I dont have the self esteem, the courage and the confident in myself on doing something. I hope that person understand with my "no reply".

Okay enough with that, just want to say that I am happy and welcoming my new adik angkat (lol although , i frankly speaking dont believe in all this "angkat" relationship but oh well). Because I know I cant never be the great "angkat" at all. Guess I failed on this. A little brother somehow. A chinese mix malay blood and named Jimmy : D Let see how it goes eh? But I wouldnt be shocked if somehow this relationship end up with him saying "You sucks as a brother "angkat" to me!" Meh! X D

A person called Jesper was suddenly chatbox-ing me on facebook . Who is this person and what interest he got with me? : O I have no idea but lets find out soon enough. He added me on facebook randomly and suddenly talk to someone imperfect like me? I mean he looks all great and such made me look down on myself but hey,to myself, i am better compare to anyone and I am grateful. But somehow kindda regret treating him coldly cause I was like "Gosh, I need to sleep now =0= sleepy" . Should have said something like "I am sorry,im kindda sleepy now oh! ^^"

And what this? Lol Ian!! Why so many blog? --"

Signing off.

I'm loving you.

10:18 AM

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