Sunday, September 18, 2011

My new adik angkat Jimmy went to Sunway today to meet his fav singers. He's kindda happy though. Somehow seeing him happy made me happy as well. Good for him : ) But I feel terrible that he's been all caring about me and I couldnt even bother to take even my one second to text him back. I feel as if i am a failure. The reason being is cause, I was talking to Jesper all night long and forgetting im sms-ing my didi. Gosh, i feel really bad though I ask for Jimmy apologize though but he's cool cause I told him I was busy but not the real reason actually.

In the end I finally found out that Jesper is just one playful kid, he love to tease,play around and have fun. I realized it just now. Everything he said is like something that is too good to be true. And in the end of conversation, I somehow feel offended by what he said. But it okay, I know where I stand in this world and I realized who I am a long time ago that I will never reach the level of perfection. Though God made me perfect but as a human I still feel I am imperfect but I do feel grateful <3

Thank you God for showing the right path to me today, wont ever spend my time on someone that doesnt care or appreciate me. If you think in this life everything is a "Haha" or can be "Haha" then youre wrong.

The saying above really fit me well in this matter somehow that, "..I will realized I just lost a diamond while im collecting stones". Wont happen again. Sorry ah didi ^^

Just an imperfect human here oh! ^^

8:26 AM

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