Tuesday, September 20, 2011

The weather is obviously not nice. Today I feel very down and tired and sleepless and hate and confuse.Yeah, and all the people who always there to make me smile and feel needed isnt there too. God, how I hate it today afternoon to almost late evening. Thats the period where I feels its all wrong.

Tired cause I didnt get enough sleep. Sleepless cause (hehe) something : O What is that something? I dont know. I do know but I'm not telling. I think I can do that right. Not always everything need to be share out cause its not guaranteed it be true. It might be just a sweet dream. Mmm.

Confuse cause I dont know if the words I said about that person is true or not. I'm doubting myself. I admitted to that person and to everyone here that ,its just seems to be so true to be real. But I just go on with the flow. And, I ended up falling again = . = God bless me for easily fall for something/someone. I dont want to end up being the stupid one's here. I’m still terrified as fuck to start over, to trust, and mostly scared of getting my heart wreck over again.

Hating because another fella just judging me about my life. Why the fuck I always have this kind of people. Whoever fuck that guy is, you have no right to tell me how free I am,get a life blabla. Do you know, telling me to have a life and said that I am too free, just show everyone how free you are to actually busybody about other people? So who's the too free now dumbfuck? Before 3 people already. That a m i r , that a f i q , and that c p and now this random shit dude in facebook named r e x. Fuck off pls. All of you. Just fuck off from my life. Yeah, i said it. I said all of your names here.

4:42 AM

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