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Khairi Shah,Excessive use of emotes; Designer inside and outside; Life is full with colors; Obsessed with cuteness and hairstyles; Fashion&Photography. Although,he's not completely a freak (; Hi I'm Hairi.You are? ps: I'm a self centered person ♥ And I think I'm better than you are (; 
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Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Everyday there will always be person I hurted. When I said to everyone I want to leave, to stay far away from everyone, from people, from human kind, from this world, the best sentence they said to me was "Goodluck, youre not going to go far with it". I want to leave every people around me, I want to leave my family, I want to leave my friends, I want to leave myself behind. Have ever people wonder and ask "Whats the reason?" ? The answer to it is no. But instead sarcastically they bid me goodluck as if they knew I will fail in the end. Cause no one had ever ask me that. I tell you why. I am tired of myself. Tired of hurting people around me. Especially I dear the most. Tired of my horrible attitudes. Tired of my arrogant of nothing and hard to accept people opinion attitude BECAUSE I believe I was in the right shoes. But other people believe theyre right too. I dont want to leave because I hate them or they hate me. I want to leave because I hate myself. I am scared I will make another enemy as day past. I am scared and hate people judge me. I just want to be alone without feeling alone. I have a very bad temper and easily get offended. I am taking everything seriously. Sometimes I can say something harsh which everytime I did, I wish I can undo what I had done and wish that I can rewind the time and take another path. Sometimes I can do something bad that I regret the most. I dont want that. I dont want to live with life full of regret, shame, and fears. So please Allah, let me be alone. But dont make me feel alone. Just please. Please stay away from me. I dont want to regret things I've done. Especially if I hurt you. 10:24 PM
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